New school year New Rules

 Yes, I'm back. By back I mean back to school the most magical place on earth that makes us all feel well happy. Sadly this year we aren't going back to school like we used to. We are returning online. The same thrill of turning assignments in late continues but the joy of seeing and enjoying classes with your friends is gone. We've all had a quite interesting summer locked up in our home without contact to others, but this school year seems to be beginning quite worse that the summer was in total. This year might be something that we've never tried before but it might become some peoples preference on learning. I have been doing remote and online learning for 5 weeks now it has become somewhat easier but some of the classes that I've been taking are more difficult than I expected. I am excited to hear every ones opinions on the new system and how your school is handling things I will be catching up next week see you then. 

Bonjour (Chapter Fourteen)

Chapter 14 Bad Memories

     Nichole. She was one of my classmates from my old school, knowing that one of them was friends with one of my current friends made my stomach rumble in pain. What she did wasn’t that bad if you look through her perspective but through mine it was the worst thing ever that might have not been the reason that I moved but its a pretty big reason I stoped socializing with most people. At such a young age it is traumatizing but I got through it somehow. In the middle of last year I met Nichole she was one of what you would call the nerds. She seemed like a very kind person and I wanted to get to know her more. I had just lost my best friend to a argument that we had and she ended up hating me. I was really lonely and in history they switched our seats and she ended up siting next to me so I thought that it would be easy to at least talk to her. We got into a conversation about just simple things the usual our daily routine, I finally felt like I had someone I could talk to about at least small things. I hadn't been able to really talk to anyone about my life struggles or my life benefits.
     It all started well we were able to talk and hangout, but after some time she started to manipulate me and my decisions if I ever did something she didn’t like she got so mad, I had started to tell her about stopping and how she was acting towards me, after a while she became even worse she wanted me to act like her dress like her and even do things for her that had nothing to do with me. Her demands became even worse after some time, I tried to deny most of the things she put me to do but she didn’t accept no for an answer and me being a naive person I didn’t want to lose her as my friend so I did everything she asked up until one day...
    That day started as usual I woke up early in the morning six am as usual I got my glass cup and got water I drank my water quickly and ran to the bathroom to wash my face and I saw a note on the mirror. “Don’t forget to go to school early performance auditions today! -Love Mom” WAIT WHAT!! That’s today?! With thousands of thoughts flowing through my head what time it was and what time I had to be there I checked my calendar and I had to be there in TEN MINUTES! I couldn’t believe it I hurried through the house leaving a note for my mom and running out of the house I had no ride so I had to run to school sprint even.
     I got to the event when Nichole was “helping me out” by presenting my presentation saying it was her own. I was devastated to hear that she was using my work I stood up and talked to the director about it he said that he believed her that it was her presentation but I tried to show him it was really mine and when I did I was the one that got into trouble. His reasoning was that since I was late I must have tried to change it to be mine. I got expelled for something that I didn’t do plagiarizing work, she had planned it all out. A couple weeks before we had linked out emails together and  she had access to my calendar alarms and all of my emails. She had changed my alarm from earlier to a later time to make me be late and make it seem like I was the one that copied her work she had even asked the teacher for help on one slide to make it seem like she was working and she still deleted that slide and used mine. I had lost all trust and all hope in having a friend I could trust. She then contacted me later that afternoon to see if I would still listen to her but she didn’t know that I had figured out her plan and I wouldn’t take orders from her again.
    She asked me if I could get her a Starbucks coffee that after her hard work and the accusation I made towards her it would be the least a “best-friend” would do. The moment I got that I felt so betrayed and amazed she had the confidence to ask me of this after doing such thing to me. I told her yes to meet me in a small park by the school. I soon saw her and she asked with curious eyes where her drink was and I had to finally stand up for myself I had to, this was going to be one of the only times I ave a reason to stand up for myself, but I didn’t. Instead all I said was you don't deserve it and I walked away slowly with my head down. She came running towards me and she still wasn’t convinced so she pulled my head up and slapped me with all her might she didn’t like how I was acting and she wanted to be more obedient and understanding of her situation and how much she had to do. I couldn’t hold it in anymore I turned to her and I looked straight in the eye.

Happy New Year

I haven’t been posting much but I wanted to wish everyone a great new year I am excited for what the year will bring. I am hoping everyone is enjoying my stories and if there are any suggestions about what I should write or fixing any mistakes in what Ive already written. Thank you for reading and Happy New Year!!

Posing Schedule update

SO. I know that I’ve been lacking Chapters. And the reason for that is because I don't have to use blogger anymore so I forget so what I am going to try to do is keep planners with all of my assignments including blogger. My objective is to post at least once a week. Every 3 weeks her will just be an update on my life because I keen to find a way to vent out because I hate talking to people about my problems (my favorite teacher knows I feel very stressed so this is for her)  I feel weird and awkward. My life is currently really crazy and lonely so I’m going to just update the readers on my current state of mind and it I made any mistakes how I will fix them or what I will do if it happened again. THANK YOU FOR READING and keeping up with my crazy schedule that I am trying to rearrange. (And to Ms.H [real name hidden because i felt like it] I am sorry for being the dramatic person I was and am I just explode or overflow sometimes {this is also for the other people that still read this})

Bonjour (Chapter Thirteen)

Chapter 13 Frozen Still

My heart was pounding. He finally blinked I was relieved. “SEVENTH GRADE ELA!” “yes,” i said in a small voice. “No way, so you are the one in my class, you are the only fifth grader in our whole school to be in such a high class.” I was in his class? I was the highest in the whole school I had never been informed of this and worse of all I thought the only reason that they put me on floor P was because I wasn’t qualified to go on such a high level. I felt like I was also about to freeze and I was a little embarrassed but I really didn’t want to talk about it so I changed the subject. “Who’s classes are you in?” I asked. He didn’t really care of the change of subject i had made and he turned back to what he was preparing and I kept preparing my food as well. We just talked about class and how we had almost all of our classes together, I was actually having fun since Peter, Aundrea, and I were discussing how we learned to cook and our stories. We were just chopping and cooking some small snacks and once we finished I was 100% sure everyone was going to love the food and snacks that we made. Everyone was there and there were quite a few of people I didn’t know and I was excited to meet them, everyone was just sitting by the TV most on the carpet  just relaxing and talking. Then I saw someone, they weren’t from my school, but i knew them.

Bonjour (Chapter Twelve)

Chapter 12 Elevated

“Really?” I said finally. “Yeah they say that some of the other people will be chosen to be on level Q in two months, it’s going to be completely random. I really hope I’m chosen.” “Is that why all the floors are so crowded?” “Yes, partly there are also more people than last year.” I didn’t know if I should tell him that I was new to the school after all since all the grades are pretty much mixed up I know that some of the grades share students and classes depending on how smart you are and what level you are at. I was right on my the determined grade level well a little above, my ELA was two grade levels above I was in 7th grade ELA and 6th grade Math. I didn't want to seem like I was bragging but I kind of did want to, I mean you don’t usually meet a fifth grader that is in sixth and seventh grade classes and of course I wanted to point that out to everyone. I also wanted to keep to myself at the same time. I don’t know what I felt at that moment, it was as if I had just become shy and not wanted to talk. I wanted to just hide in a corner of the room and not come out as if i had a fear of socializing. But I finally responded, “Me too, I really do want to get into a higher class.” He looked at me with confusion in his eyes. The floor Q is like a special program that only people that are in 7th grade classes could take I don’t think you could actually reach that hight above your grade level, I mean Math and ELA are the only subjects you can get above grade level.” I was so surprised when he said that so it wasn’t that I wasn’t smart enough to go to a higher science and social studies class but you couldn’t do that!? “Well I have 7th grade ELA, so maybe I could get chosen.” His eyes looked like they were going to pop out of his skull I couldn’t tell if he was going to pass out or just turn into ice. 

Bonjour (Chapter Eleven)

Chapter 11 New People 

He quickly washed his hand and put his sleeves up and started chopping bananas in pieces. Slowly got closer to me I don’t think he thought I knew. I pretended to just be focused on the apples and then his shoulder touched mine. I looked in his direction and he asked me if he had heard the conversation between Lidia and her mother. “Why do you want to know?” “Well I’m just making conversation,” I looked him straight in the eye with my ‘Really Now’ look and said “If you want to make conversation why don’t you ask my name or introduce yourself,” I stop mid sentence and put down the knife. “ you should be paying more attention to what you are doing than what other people are doin, Okay.” He looked at me with a shameful look in his eyes. “My name is Shinelle, what’s yours?” He looked up slowly “My name is Peter, and I’m sorry about that,” I started chopping the apples again and said “It’s okay just think before you act,” maybe I overreacted but i was aggravated so I responded, “I might have overreacted a little bit.” “What grade are you in,” I asked. “Sixth what about you” “Fifth at Zetiva School it goes from pre-k to eighth.” I said. “I know I go there too but on floor G.” I was so surprised I would think that he would go to a different school a better school, every floor or story represented a different acceleration group the highest was group was Q or so I thought I wasn’t 100% sure. I was on P about to be on Q but then I messed up last year since it was a different grading system any little mistake could make you go lower. I didn’t want to tell him I was higher than him it would probably embarrass him, but what should I tell him oh I’m new so I have no idea what floor I’m on? Actually I could have but I didn’t “Thats cool I’m on floor P,” I said. His eyes had seemed like they EXPLODED. “FLOOR P!, isn’t that like the highest floor since floor Q is closed right now?” “Um,” “No way you are in the most accelerated group in the whole school, that is so cool you need to teach me your ways.” I was surprised myself i didn’t know floor Q was closed i though I didn’t make it because I didn’t have grades good enough for floor Q. I now know why floor P was so over crowded there must have been some students that are supposed to be on floor Q but it isn’t open yet. Was I supposed to be there??

Bonjour (Chapter Ten)

Chapter Ten Encounters

What happened at the hangout was something that was really unexpected I was sure it was going to be casual and as it was starting it seemed alright but once everything was set up everyone else came. Shannon, Linda and I were helping Linda’s mom Aundrea to set everything up and  I had really tried to be the best impression I could and she was very kind and very interesting it was fun talking to her and I was glad that she was enjoying my company I helped out a lot with the decorating, cleaning and food/cooking. I was happy to help as always while we were setting up she was telling me stories and jokes and i was enjoying myself a lot more than what I expected. Not much later people finally started arriving some of them had already gone to food restaurants to get some food and it was nice because some of them actually brought snacks for the rest of us and I was really happy I knew most of the people arriving except for a couple of people but then a group of boys came in and I was not what I expected i thought it would just be us girls like a small slumber party. I thing Lidia’s mom was just as surprised as me, she asked to introduce them to her and then she Lidia aside to talk and I think that Lidia thought.  Nobody could hear her and that was almost true except for the fact that I could. I COULD HER HER AND HER MOTHER PERFECTLY! I just continues chopping up apples as if I wasn't Listening but I was. Lidia's mom was asking Lidia why she didn’t tell her that there was going to be boys, she answered by sayin she didn't thing it was that important and that she was going to be fine with it. Audrey was surprisingly calm and just said next time she should make a list of the people  she had invited over not just make them come. Lidia let out a big sigh and said she would share a doc with her telling her who was coming. At that exact moment a guy came up to me and just stood there asking it I needed help, “Not really I mean you could help if you want but just wash your hands first,” I responded. 

Bonjour (Chapter Nine)

Chapter Nine A Strange Meeting

It was the hangout I was pretty excited and I knew there would probably be people that I didn’t know but I was determined to at least make a good impression on Lidia parents and that way I would be able to go over more often. Hours hav passed and I am on my my way to Lidia’s house it’s a warm but windy day, I am excited I will probably return to continue after the hangout... So after that whole mess, The day is finally over.

Bonjour (Chapter Eight)

Chapter Eight Hang Out

I am so happy right now Lidia said that we are going to have a hangout next week and nI cant wait I know that a lot of people are going but hey i can make new friends we all know others from other schools and I thought it would be nice to go and meet som of their friends they said I can invite anyone else if I wanted but I just want to go by myself I don’t want anyone to tag along and not like my friends and be stuck in an uncomfortable position. So I await the day we all meet so far there is some drama at school turns out that there are too many people host want to be our friend and they cant be so now there are two groups and its all a competition between everyone butt other than that everything’s great my group of friends is winning so far and i hope it stays that way the other girls are just trying to be better but they are just making themselves seem like bad people so hopefully they stop and realize that they are the ones making the real problem.

Bonjour (Chapter Seven)

Chapter Seven New

Everyone seemed to enjoy my company now everyone just seems to know who i am and who are my friends there are only two fifth grade classes in this school but all of the fourth and fifth graders seem to know me and all my friends. I have been enjoying most of my time at this new school the work is really easy and we don’t have to do overly complicated reading works like at my last school. At my last school they didn’t teach us anything they just expected us to know everything but they gave us really hard work. In this school everything is well explained and the work is explainable. I remember that if you wanted to hang out with friends after school you either had to choose homework or friends so i really didn’t have friends because I focused on my studies and keeping up a good record and good grades. I was and still am one of the highest in the class and now even when I want to hang out with friend I can do that because I have enough time after school to hang out and do my homework.

New Chapters

Sorry for falling behind I will release new episodes hopefully every weekday except on holidays I will do holiday specials or just take a day off I will post the new chapters shortly today or tomorrow so stay tuned. Seven and eight posted today nine and ten posted tomorrow and eleven and twelve on Friday yes one extra chapter will be posted because I am feeling like I missed a couple of too may days and I want to keep posting many blogs to keep this series going so extra chapter just for a small bit of a sorry note.

Bonjour (Chapter Six)

Chapter Six BFFs

So after three days I think I have made new friends, Lidia and her friends are now my friends Shannon, Krystal and Simone. They were so nice to me we sit at one table with some of their friends but we are mainly best friends now or at least they call me that. Everyone refers to them as the “Popular” kids but I still don’t see why they are just like the rest of the kids just more well known and they are more risky at times they are really nice and welcoming i don’t see what was so different about them and about me I was seen as the nice one. We were a bit goofy at times but it was fun and we never got in trouble and if we did it was very rarely. I and been happy with my friends and I enjoyed it a lot. I hope it stays like that for a long time. I enjoyed to believe that I had best friends it made em more encouraged.

Bonjour (Chapter Five)

Chapter Five Success

I wasn’t really sure that Lidia was going to keep her promise until right before recess when She yelled my name across the classroom all you could hear is “SHINELLE!” I turned toward her and walked over there and asked her what was up she told me she had the evacuees packs and I could choose which one I wanted I was surprised she got them and not one but several she had a backpack that was blue with sunflowers a full on mustard yellow one and a pink with roses I felt so lucky to have Lidia that was willing to help me she told me I chose the blue sunflowers and went along to recess we went back indoors and Lidia and her friends invited me to sit with them. It felt like the first day all over again, everyone was looking at me.

Bonjour (Chapter Four)

Chapter four Drama!

I had really enjoyed the first days and had been looking forward to having a good time at my new school and I had up until Lidia came up to me and asked me what was wrong with my backpack why was it Hello Kitty I had seen how everyone had brand name backlash with designs or just colors but never any characters or and graphic designs. I had asked her why and she had offered to but me a new bag if i needed one and I was surprised I had the most obvious answer “really” she  had even said that I didn’t have to pay her back because she had old ones she didn’t use anymore or didn’t like and they were in good condition so I accepted. I didn’t want to be know as the kid with a Hello Kitty backpack because I had already seen how people acted in this school it was wired it was like they were two different people during class they were great students then afterwords they were horrible like before school, after school, and during lunch or recess. I didn’t want to be very noticed so I was Ted to blend in with most of the other kids I wanted to be doing good in my classes and get good grades I did want to participate in activities but not that much just to seem like i am a decently participative student. I and been doing good but my backpack had been ruining everything so I was hoping that Lidia would help me out with that and maybe she would be nice to me. I have to just hope for the best and  try my best at school.

🎊🎉Happy BLOGAVERSERY🎉🎊

It has officially been a whole year since I started this blog I am happy and am very proud of myself for posting and writing for such long periods of time for my audience. I want to give a GIANT thanks to Ms.Haury for introducing me to this program I am planning to release a brand new series which I have started and posted chapters one, two, and three. I will do many more series and hope you enjoyed this previous year.

Bonjour (Chapter Three)

Chapter Three Curiosity 

I just woke up it might be early but I know that it is worth it I am so excited and I cannot wait I am almost ready but I just want to run to school. My mother told me that today was going to be just like any other school day before just a little different, I don’t believe her I know for a fact that it is going to be better and more exciting. My shirt was a blue shirt with a design I liked it said “Cute but Phyco”   I thought it was really cool so I wanted to buy it and wear it to my firs day. I had dark blue jeans and my hair in a ponytail I had two whole stacks of notecards just in case I needed them and two small kits one for emergencies and the other for small supplies that I might need. I had my black converse and magenta nail polish on. I think my mom could tell I was very excited because I had a smile that went from ear to ear.

Later...

I just got back from school today was a hot day and I think it was really great but I don’t know why I feel like I did something wrong everyone was always looking at me maybe they wanted to be my friend and they admired me, or I was the only new kid and nobody liked me but overall it was a fun day I met my new teacher got myself organized and I was now more familiar with the school it wasn’t that big but it was nice I liked it.

Bonjour (Chapter two)

Chapter two Heads up 

Tomorrow is my first day school starts Tomorrow! I don’t think I’m ready or I’m prepared for what I’m going to face I have all of my new supplies I got the best supplies this year because I know I need the best to do my best. I got super-tip markers, Ticonderoga pencils and a TWENTY FOUR PACK OF COLORED PENCILS you heard that right 24! I was going to be able to make amazing colored pieces and have Sumer colored noted with my new PURPLE highlighters, I might be exaggerating on how amazing things are but I really don’t get the chance to have such amazing supplies most feel like all those things are nothing, but imagine how it feels to live in your car without a home for a whole year. I think of that everyday if my life and appreciate everything I have. I might not be perfect yet but nobody is (unless it’s a AMAZING science teacher they are really close to perfect because they teach the best subject SCIENCE) but I’m getting close to perfectly done with my supplies all I need is LOOSE LEAF every time we go to the store there is nothing left. I might have to skip it we’ve tried to find it for weeks. I am really excited this year I have a black pink and white backpack with hello kitty on the middle I am a fan of hello kitty there are so many different styles that people draw her in it’s amazing and the colors and variety. Let’s just say I like the arts (everything except language arts) I enjoy them at least most. I have my outfit on hangers on my door excited to wear them tomorrow hopefully all goes well.

Bonjour (Chapter one)

Chapter One New beginnings

Hello fellow readers, I might have been lonely through this summer but I’m sure I won’t be soon. School is starting soon going into 8th grade the most exciting year. Everyone always said that is was the funnest and the easiest year that will go by so fast you won’t even notice. I didn’t have anyone to enjoy it with right now but I am sure I will find some one. I am planning my back to school backpack organization because a I need to keep my notes organized and neat. I am excited but for now I going to go and get some sleep for this new year at a new school. There were new teachers, new students and most of all, new subjects. I had heard that this school had engineering programs and I was excited and wanted to SCREAM YAY! My old school didn’t even have lunch, we had to wear uniform and it was elementary trough middle school in one school pre-k all the way to eighth. I hated most of it. Nobody really enjoyed my company or my companionship. I was ahead if most of the class but not at reading. I espadrille always so bad at reading I didn’t know why am just was I had always tried my best but that didn’t do much. This year I was ready to study so hard and become some one of the best students. I was Determined to.

Sorry and be ready

Hello there person that is I reading this, one quick question why are you reading this well I hope your answer is that you enjoy my posts. If that is it I am very sorry, for not posting ah got you there didn’t I well all I wanted to say is that I am planning to post more often that how I have been posting so far I will try my best to post. There has been a couple of Delays because in the class that. Am I there is no need for blogger we don’t use it but I am hoping to keep writing for fun I have just been writing in my note book through the summer and these couple of weeks. I want to get in the hang of posting and enjoying writing as much as I used to and how much I do. I wan t to share all of my experiences and expectations along with ideas to be able to express myself. In my opinion writing helps me just be able to let everything bad out and relax it is like a meditation section. I hope that everyone keeps reading and viewing my posts. Have an amazing day, night, sleep, afternoon whatever and don’t forget to smile because it just might help.