New school year New Rules

 Yes, I'm back. By back I mean back to school the most magical place on earth that makes us all feel well happy. Sadly this year we aren't going back to school like we used to. We are returning online. The same thrill of turning assignments in late continues but the joy of seeing and enjoying classes with your friends is gone. We've all had a quite interesting summer locked up in our home without contact to others, but this school year seems to be beginning quite worse that the summer was in total. This year might be something that we've never tried before but it might become some peoples preference on learning. I have been doing remote and online learning for 5 weeks now it has become somewhat easier but some of the classes that I've been taking are more difficult than I expected. I am excited to hear every ones opinions on the new system and how your school is handling things I will be catching up next week see you then. 

Bonjour (Chapter Fourteen)

Chapter 14 Bad Memories

     Nichole. She was one of my classmates from my old school, knowing that one of them was friends with one of my current friends made my stomach rumble in pain. What she did wasn’t that bad if you look through her perspective but through mine it was the worst thing ever that might have not been the reason that I moved but its a pretty big reason I stoped socializing with most people. At such a young age it is traumatizing but I got through it somehow. In the middle of last year I met Nichole she was one of what you would call the nerds. She seemed like a very kind person and I wanted to get to know her more. I had just lost my best friend to a argument that we had and she ended up hating me. I was really lonely and in history they switched our seats and she ended up siting next to me so I thought that it would be easy to at least talk to her. We got into a conversation about just simple things the usual our daily routine, I finally felt like I had someone I could talk to about at least small things. I hadn't been able to really talk to anyone about my life struggles or my life benefits.
     It all started well we were able to talk and hangout, but after some time she started to manipulate me and my decisions if I ever did something she didn’t like she got so mad, I had started to tell her about stopping and how she was acting towards me, after a while she became even worse she wanted me to act like her dress like her and even do things for her that had nothing to do with me. Her demands became even worse after some time, I tried to deny most of the things she put me to do but she didn’t accept no for an answer and me being a naive person I didn’t want to lose her as my friend so I did everything she asked up until one day...
    That day started as usual I woke up early in the morning six am as usual I got my glass cup and got water I drank my water quickly and ran to the bathroom to wash my face and I saw a note on the mirror. “Don’t forget to go to school early performance auditions today! -Love Mom” WAIT WHAT!! That’s today?! With thousands of thoughts flowing through my head what time it was and what time I had to be there I checked my calendar and I had to be there in TEN MINUTES! I couldn’t believe it I hurried through the house leaving a note for my mom and running out of the house I had no ride so I had to run to school sprint even.
     I got to the event when Nichole was “helping me out” by presenting my presentation saying it was her own. I was devastated to hear that she was using my work I stood up and talked to the director about it he said that he believed her that it was her presentation but I tried to show him it was really mine and when I did I was the one that got into trouble. His reasoning was that since I was late I must have tried to change it to be mine. I got expelled for something that I didn’t do plagiarizing work, she had planned it all out. A couple weeks before we had linked out emails together and  she had access to my calendar alarms and all of my emails. She had changed my alarm from earlier to a later time to make me be late and make it seem like I was the one that copied her work she had even asked the teacher for help on one slide to make it seem like she was working and she still deleted that slide and used mine. I had lost all trust and all hope in having a friend I could trust. She then contacted me later that afternoon to see if I would still listen to her but she didn’t know that I had figured out her plan and I wouldn’t take orders from her again.
    She asked me if I could get her a Starbucks coffee that after her hard work and the accusation I made towards her it would be the least a “best-friend” would do. The moment I got that I felt so betrayed and amazed she had the confidence to ask me of this after doing such thing to me. I told her yes to meet me in a small park by the school. I soon saw her and she asked with curious eyes where her drink was and I had to finally stand up for myself I had to, this was going to be one of the only times I ave a reason to stand up for myself, but I didn’t. Instead all I said was you don't deserve it and I walked away slowly with my head down. She came running towards me and she still wasn’t convinced so she pulled my head up and slapped me with all her might she didn’t like how I was acting and she wanted to be more obedient and understanding of her situation and how much she had to do. I couldn’t hold it in anymore I turned to her and I looked straight in the eye.

Happy New Year

I haven’t been posting much but I wanted to wish everyone a great new year I am excited for what the year will bring. I am hoping everyone is enjoying my stories and if there are any suggestions about what I should write or fixing any mistakes in what Ive already written. Thank you for reading and Happy New Year!!

Posing Schedule update

SO. I know that I’ve been lacking Chapters. And the reason for that is because I don't have to use blogger anymore so I forget so what I am going to try to do is keep planners with all of my assignments including blogger. My objective is to post at least once a week. Every 3 weeks her will just be an update on my life because I keen to find a way to vent out because I hate talking to people about my problems (my favorite teacher knows I feel very stressed so this is for her)  I feel weird and awkward. My life is currently really crazy and lonely so I’m going to just update the readers on my current state of mind and it I made any mistakes how I will fix them or what I will do if it happened again. THANK YOU FOR READING and keeping up with my crazy schedule that I am trying to rearrange. (And to Ms.H [real name hidden because i felt like it] I am sorry for being the dramatic person I was and am I just explode or overflow sometimes {this is also for the other people that still read this})

Bonjour (Chapter Thirteen)

Chapter 13 Frozen Still

My heart was pounding. He finally blinked I was relieved. “SEVENTH GRADE ELA!” “yes,” i said in a small voice. “No way, so you are the one in my class, you are the only fifth grader in our whole school to be in such a high class.” I was in his class? I was the highest in the whole school I had never been informed of this and worse of all I thought the only reason that they put me on floor P was because I wasn’t qualified to go on such a high level. I felt like I was also about to freeze and I was a little embarrassed but I really didn’t want to talk about it so I changed the subject. “Who’s classes are you in?” I asked. He didn’t really care of the change of subject i had made and he turned back to what he was preparing and I kept preparing my food as well. We just talked about class and how we had almost all of our classes together, I was actually having fun since Peter, Aundrea, and I were discussing how we learned to cook and our stories. We were just chopping and cooking some small snacks and once we finished I was 100% sure everyone was going to love the food and snacks that we made. Everyone was there and there were quite a few of people I didn’t know and I was excited to meet them, everyone was just sitting by the TV most on the carpet  just relaxing and talking. Then I saw someone, they weren’t from my school, but i knew them.

Bonjour (Chapter Twelve)

Chapter 12 Elevated

“Really?” I said finally. “Yeah they say that some of the other people will be chosen to be on level Q in two months, it’s going to be completely random. I really hope I’m chosen.” “Is that why all the floors are so crowded?” “Yes, partly there are also more people than last year.” I didn’t know if I should tell him that I was new to the school after all since all the grades are pretty much mixed up I know that some of the grades share students and classes depending on how smart you are and what level you are at. I was right on my the determined grade level well a little above, my ELA was two grade levels above I was in 7th grade ELA and 6th grade Math. I didn't want to seem like I was bragging but I kind of did want to, I mean you don’t usually meet a fifth grader that is in sixth and seventh grade classes and of course I wanted to point that out to everyone. I also wanted to keep to myself at the same time. I don’t know what I felt at that moment, it was as if I had just become shy and not wanted to talk. I wanted to just hide in a corner of the room and not come out as if i had a fear of socializing. But I finally responded, “Me too, I really do want to get into a higher class.” He looked at me with confusion in his eyes. The floor Q is like a special program that only people that are in 7th grade classes could take I don’t think you could actually reach that hight above your grade level, I mean Math and ELA are the only subjects you can get above grade level.” I was so surprised when he said that so it wasn’t that I wasn’t smart enough to go to a higher science and social studies class but you couldn’t do that!? “Well I have 7th grade ELA, so maybe I could get chosen.” His eyes looked like they were going to pop out of his skull I couldn’t tell if he was going to pass out or just turn into ice. 

Bonjour (Chapter Eleven)

Chapter 11 New People 

He quickly washed his hand and put his sleeves up and started chopping bananas in pieces. Slowly got closer to me I don’t think he thought I knew. I pretended to just be focused on the apples and then his shoulder touched mine. I looked in his direction and he asked me if he had heard the conversation between Lidia and her mother. “Why do you want to know?” “Well I’m just making conversation,” I looked him straight in the eye with my ‘Really Now’ look and said “If you want to make conversation why don’t you ask my name or introduce yourself,” I stop mid sentence and put down the knife. “ you should be paying more attention to what you are doing than what other people are doin, Okay.” He looked at me with a shameful look in his eyes. “My name is Shinelle, what’s yours?” He looked up slowly “My name is Peter, and I’m sorry about that,” I started chopping the apples again and said “It’s okay just think before you act,” maybe I overreacted but i was aggravated so I responded, “I might have overreacted a little bit.” “What grade are you in,” I asked. “Sixth what about you” “Fifth at Zetiva School it goes from pre-k to eighth.” I said. “I know I go there too but on floor G.” I was so surprised I would think that he would go to a different school a better school, every floor or story represented a different acceleration group the highest was group was Q or so I thought I wasn’t 100% sure. I was on P about to be on Q but then I messed up last year since it was a different grading system any little mistake could make you go lower. I didn’t want to tell him I was higher than him it would probably embarrass him, but what should I tell him oh I’m new so I have no idea what floor I’m on? Actually I could have but I didn’t “Thats cool I’m on floor P,” I said. His eyes had seemed like they EXPLODED. “FLOOR P!, isn’t that like the highest floor since floor Q is closed right now?” “Um,” “No way you are in the most accelerated group in the whole school, that is so cool you need to teach me your ways.” I was surprised myself i didn’t know floor Q was closed i though I didn’t make it because I didn’t have grades good enough for floor Q. I now know why floor P was so over crowded there must have been some students that are supposed to be on floor Q but it isn’t open yet. Was I supposed to be there??